Dear Charlotte Mason educators,
I am in Desperate need for some counsel- getting started- kindergarten curriculum/ schedule. Some background I started home schooling last week. I have an old kindergartener and a 4-year old- both girls. I love Charlotte Mason philosophy about education and life. I thought being a newbie at homeschooling it would be best to start with a set curriculum, (incorporate some CM) so I went with FIAR, plus the bible supplement and cookbook. After our first week I find myself very frustrated and keep coming back to CM- SCM. My biggest aspiration for my children is to have a heart for God (getting saved at a young age) and having a heart for the things that are valued by Him. I do not feel that FIAR is accomplishing that for us. But having said that I find myself up every night until 2:30-3 trying to figure all this out. Everything else is suffering from my quest to figure it out and I certainly do not want to make this into an idol. That would also defeat the purpose. So I am starting to wonder if this whole CM method is to lofty for me.
I am using this post as my last call for help, otherwise I might just stick with FIAR or use Sonlight or Heart of Dakota until first grade. So, I pray that this post would come across the right person(s) and I would be able to have peace and a action plan. I am having a really hard time putting it all together so if some of you can please share with me your program, curriculum and resource for kindergarten I would so much appreciate it. I bought the e book Planning your CM education but it starts at 1st grade. I am also having a hard time because my daughter is turning 6 next week so she it two weeks to young for 1st grade where we live. Also, if there are any long time CM educators out there, would you also please share the amount of time required to give your children a CM education each year. I am also worried about burn out.
All advise would be appreciate because my aspiration is really making me wonder because of the amount of time I have spend on researching the CM methods and the difficulty I an having putting it together. ( I really feel sorry for my husband but he has been supportive).
Thanks in advance to all you who would take the time to respond.
Have a Happy Memorial weekend.
In Him,
Etresia
